so my sister left yesterday. Primary weapon is gone, and all you have left is secondary weapon, me. It still hasn't sunk in that I won't see her for atleast another 3 years.
Not unless I am a good girl and save for a round trip to New York. So while I'm giving flap to my parents about webcam and voice chat and how i'll fix up everything so that they won't miss her at all, I'm thinking "all you have now guys is me," secondary weapon than tends to blank out all the time.
I don't know how to handle dad, she did. I know how to handle mom, but only to a point. So when both of them put on the waterworks there is precious little I can do.
Except inanely chatter about above mentioned webcams and voice chat. and then crack even worse ones to my sister on the phone about how she is Krishna leaving bridavan forever.
I can't handle emotions. real ones in anycase. It always has to be lalala doesn't it. secondary weapon is good when it comes to having fun and making people laugh. My talents end there.
so its obvious I shall miss my sister in heaps. but I still had to fight with her, even when there were just a few days left till the big departure.
and then yesterday she asked me to "take care" of the parents...right, like how? since I'm running off to b'bay at the first possible break because I can't bear being the one holding the parental bag of incessant worry.
there is a name for people like me. "bitches"